Future Past 2023
Words by Taylor C Hall
Echo 2023
Memories are a fickle thing. Finding their home in the slippery context of our psyche, to look back is fleeting and abstract. Like a folding clock, what we once were edits and blurs with who we are in the present. The most banal features of the past acquire value, even longing, by virtue of being the irrecoverable experience of our younger selves.
Acknowledging liminality as a space of both trauma and transformation, Mack’s suspended, ceramic installation Dream Avenue gives the viewer permission to find comfort in standing ‘at the threshold’. Positioned in the exhibition space’s entryway, fragile, porcelain symbols of sailing boats, perforated spheres and impressed ‘leaves’ cascade in a fragile tensity. Hung in an archway formation, the work reminisces on the Foša Land Gate, a historical landmark located in Croatia’s Adriatic Coast. The teetering fragmentation of the work as a whole come to terms with an uncertain, fleeting entry way into the unknown. The physical act of passing through this archway translates feelings of displacement and a state of inbetween, indicating Mack’s reflexive migrant experience. The transformative quality of porcelain and the artist’s process of impressing the surface of clay further conveys this sense of loss and separation of cultural connections. Here, clay harkens its cyclical ability to be formed, fired, used and discarded back to its original state. Complexities of cultural authenticity are highlighted through the artist’s act of imprinting each piece, and the shadows cast by these delicate forms ask questions of the real and the imagined. Twisting and turning in the breezes’ gentle waves, the installation evokes a coastal essence, and the sense of wistful transience. So it seems, when you live with a history of loss, the things you are able to keep, to hold on to and cherish – these become the shape of home.
Memory, loss and displacement are central themes in Kathy Mack’s paintings. Stemming from her own experience of migration, she investigates the effects of living with a history of loss, where deep and ongoing implications, fragment and distort the unstable experience of memory. Through hybrid painting practices, the works consider the uncanniness of liminal space. Her material investigations explore painting’s potential for evocation with an interest in how society and culture can shape personal narrative. Since graduating from Queensland College of art with First Class Honours in 2022, Mack is continually developing and exhibiting new bodies of works that further contribute to practice and research on the less visible effects of migration and the significant phenomenological bearing place and memory impart on each other and the psyche like echoes from the past.
Inserted within this essay, the author has included her own personal, reflective anecdote as an act of joining the artist in remembering, further blurring the presentness of this text with her own wistful past
My grandma’s house always had the same, recognisable smell. Best described as a combination of the subtle sweetness of gardenia, Pears soap, musk and brown sugar. When she made the bittersweet decision to move into aged care, the family knew it was the closing of a chapter. We recognised the inevitability of time, the ticking of life’s clock. As we passed through the door of her house one last time, I silently acknowledged what was once the four walls of our present, now was housed in the confines of our psyche. That comforting smell now permeates my mind.